Assalamulaikum....

1. Here in the US, many people will wait for the 4th of July celebration that will be the first for President Obama. This year many did not reliased that there are something missing.

2. As for me, this year I will be celebrating the 4th of July with people who close to me. I am still having a mix feeling to this fews week. I don't know why, I feels like I am ... "kosong".. WHY?

3. To tell you the truth I got everything that I wanted. You say it and I will get it. That is why I am so worry that this things means somethings are going to happen. What? I don't know. But I can feels it.

4. Talking about the life here, I am now.... Ahhhh

Assalamulaikum....

1. Saturday, camping day....

2. Sunday, is wedding day....

3. Monday, back to normal day....

4. Me? Still figuring out the changing around me....

5. I have a lot of thing to solve and I'm really mess up, what should I do?

Assalamulaikum....

1. Growing up, my late dad always told me that we must have a back up plan for every plan we have in our hand. Then we must also have another backup plan for our back up plan so that we are cover all over. You have to be a thinkful person if you wants to do something. The minutes something goes wrong, we must have a plan to recover it.

2. There is so much preasure. As a kid I can only follows what ever I can follows. Sometimes we wants to be kid but when it comes to realit, when you hit that switch, you become someone else.

3. My life until now was phenomenal. I did everything that I said not to. It was unexpected and it surprise everyone who know me. My family and friends always said that I am special but who am I to dismiss them...

4. Once, in my colleage years, a lecturer as me this question - " Tell me about a time when the lights when out and something unexpected happened". In my family, there are few stories that get told over and over again. I'm not sure either it is true or not but my dad always told us that we are a decendent from a royal family. In my father side, he told us that we are the children from the 5 Bugis that comes from Riau to Muar and started their family here in Johore. Three of them dies in young age only two survive. My father pass away 9 years ago, and until now I'm still wonder if the story is true. He have a lot of stories that he told us, many of it is his experience when he was a young man. In the end, I remembered him as a good father who always have a special way teaching me about life.

5. As life goes by, many thing that I learn today reflect the education that I learn from my parents and teachers. A funny thing happened to me last weekend that I guess I really diserved it. It happened in my house while I invited my friends for brunch. ***

6. Talking about brunch, I got more then I wish for. Last week, I invited most of my friends a.k.a family for a Malaysian food (Nasi Lemak and Roti Canai). These kind of gathering can be awkward, especially if I who doing it. I do get help from others. But my main attention is not to make everyone feels unplesent. I know the story behind every event or why one invite certain person to their home. Well, my dad once told me, if you want to invite people to your house, prepare yourself, good food will bring good names.